My October Surprise: A Letter to me from God

The disciple messenger’s October surprise:  Since November 2014, I have worked many hours of many days receiving and recording God’s messages. Many times, during these years, I have been in shock and awe at how simple his messages are, yet how they are on target every single time.  I have been surprised many times at what he was having me record, though never, ever, ever have I been as surprised and awe struck as when I heard him say he wanted to include a letter to me, his disciple messenger. 

As with most of his messages, the contents of the letter were given in bits and pieces. He addressed me as ‘My dear child.’  That has special meaning to me since it is the how he addressed me on that November night of 2014 when he called me to ‘write a book about Reconciliation.’  In early 2022, he called me to start a blog of his messages.  Tears of surprise and joy have flowed from my eyes many times during these 10 years.  Tears have filled my eyes and spilled down my face almost continually during the receiving and writing of this letter which is so special to me.      

The letter as dictated to me and recorded by me – never forget that it is God who provides the messages, including this one — follows…

My dear child,

I called you to write about reconciliation in November of 2014 and now here it is November 2024.  It has seemed a long, long time to you, but to me it is such a brief period that it seemed hardly a flicker in time – my time is not man’s time.  You have been patient and faithful just as I knew you would be. That is not to say you haven’t had your times of impatience, times when you put the cart before the horse, but those times were few and were inconsequential.  My plan has worked and is about to be revealed to the world.  As thanks for your help in receiving and recording my messages, I am honoring you through this letter.  I know I have warned about giving and accepting honors, but you may accept this honor – it involves no money, no awards, just my sincere thanks and love.

I asked that you record my messages in simple terms so that all should be able to understand.  I said that you did not need to have perfect spelling, grammar, or punctuation.  I told you that Oprah Winfrey and her team would take care of those things when they prepare my messages and put them in book form, put on social media, in booklets, blogs, audio books, etc.  I want my messages translated into all languages and whatever needs to be done — to provide it to those who have poor or no eyesight, poor or no hearing, or have any other disability — should be done. I want no one missed in receiving this – those in hospitals, assisted living, prisons, jails, in the darkest parts of the earth.  Those with monetary resources who feel the call to help should make it happen as I direct.  Money should not be the reason for failure to provide to all my children my lifesaving, soul saving messages. I have given permission for the blog to be copied and pasted so that it can be run off and passed along.  However, with that permission comes responsibility.  Noone should make additions, corrections, or apply human interpretation to my messages.

Don’t think your work is finished, I still need my disciple messenger and that messenger is you.  You will work hand in hand with Oprah Winfrey and her team to make sure the messages are passed along as I gave them to you. In addition, I am asking that you write a book, blog, or whatever suits you best that lets others know of your journey from the beginning through the present. Just as it was important for the genealogy of Jesus to be given and just as it was important to tell of the life of Jesus from beginning to present (yes, he is living still), so it is important for you and all my children to record their own life’s story. These writings will help show who has had an influence on your life and what kind of influence it was.  It will help guide you to realize that you are an influence on other lives.  It should serve as a guide to being the best influencer you can be.  Hopefully, it will guide you to seeking a relationship with me. (You means everyone, including you.  Keep pronouns simple – too many different ones add to confusion, and I want no confusion.) 

Your help is needed to show that prayer is the connection between my children and me.  Years ago, I gave you a calling to Blanket with Love.  You answered that call, and you have blanketed many, and in many ways, with my love.  One of the ways you have blanketed others with love is through prayer blankets.  Prayer blankets can be used to help others understand what prayer is.  They can help make the connection between my children and me.  Building relationships is necessary for my plan to be successful.  You want to be a shipbuilder, figuratively of course, and I am answering your prayer.  Through teaching others about prayer – using your prayer blanket ministry — you will be helping to build relationships between my children and me.  And don’t let it stop with you, encourage others to blanket with love. That’s the way more relationships will be established, more love spread.

A reminder:  Any money that might be received from the sale of your story or from your prayer book should be used to help others.  I know you don’t need that reminder, but it is a reminder that will let everyone know that the blog and/or the book is not meant to be a money maker for anyone involved in making it come to pass.  No monetary awards or any other awards and honors will be accepted in any other name than mine.  I am honoring my child William Barber by asking him to be the accepter of gifts and honors.  He is a true disciple servant.  He will do as I ask. Where I lead, he will follow.

I asked you not to let the church fail. You weren’t sure what I meant by church – whether I meant your local church, which was struggling, all churches which are struggling or church universal.  That you did not understand did not stop you, you got right to work.  You gave of time, energy, money, and you encouraged others within your local church and other local churches to give of their best in time, energy, and money.  You encouraged all to reach out in the name of ‘church’ to fulfill the church’s mission of helping others.  Beyond church on the local level, you encouraged support of organizations, including your Disciple national programs, that give help far and wide. 

Because you have been faithful with little, I am going to tell you how are going to be faithful with much. You have been concerned about what has become a trend in many churches around the world, especially in most mega churches, and that trend is that they are placing politics over religion. They have become so wrapped up in their push against abortion and for Bible reading and prayers in schools, and having the 10 commandments posted in schools, in federal buildings– everywhere – that they have become judgmental, exclusive, fearful, hateful, and have committed the biggest sin of all:  love of a self-appointed earthly i am over love for the true I AM.  They have taken on the far-right mantra and have become Pharisee-like — the enemy of Jesus — instead of the disciple followers that they have been called to be.  By getting my messages out to the world, you have served as the once-empty vessel which is now filled from which my message will be delivered to the world.  My hope is that the leaders of the church at large will receive my messages as I intend them.  If they heed my messages, eyes, ears, and minds will be opened to truths and once-hardened hearts will be changed to Christian hearts.  There will be a great Awakening.  Church will not fail; Church will become what it is meant to be.  It will be filled with my disciples showing by their words and actions that they have hearts that are filled with love and hearts on which the commandments are written. They are on My Team with each helping fulfill the church’s mission in whatever and however ways they can, using all the means they can, in all the places they can, in all the times they can, for all the people they can, for as long as they can.

I AM the only one who can give you the following gift.  You have lost many close friends.  What I am going to share next will let you know about some of whom it can be said, “It is well with their soul.” 

First, I am choosing to tell you about the friend who did not heed your warning that Donald Trump did not need votes – even though you had told her the message was from me, and even though her daughters had told her not to vote for him. Not only did she vote for him, but she influenced her cousin to vote for him, too.  She told you that soon after he became president, she realized her mistake, had asked forgiveness from her daughters, and asked your forgiveness for not listening to you.  She also asked my forgiveness for that and for other mistakes she had made.

I am going to tell you a small part of the conversation we shared about her voting.  It will help you and others realize that reconciling with truths is needed for a change of heart.  It allows you to forgive yourself.

My child, F____a, told me that she had been a lifelong Republican and a lifelong Baptist. Then Donald Trump came along, and he showed that he was neither a Republican as she had ever thought a Republican should be nor a Christian as she thought a Christian should be.  She said when he stated that he never made mistakes, so he never had to ask for your forgiveness, and then said that he supposed that eating that little cracker and drinking the little cup of wine was asking forgiveness, she knew in her heart that he was neither right with me, right for her, nor right for the country. When the tapes came out where he bragged about doing whatever he wanted to women and they let him, she said she knew he was not clean of heart and was one who wanted to dominate, especially women.  She had just about decided she had enough and seen enough to know that he wasn’t suited to be president.  Then came your final note asking her to open her eyes and ears and she would know that Donald Trump was not suited to be president.  In that note, you told her once again – you had driven many miles to tell her face to face and had two telephone conversations before you wrote the note saying a friend would never let a friend vote for Donald Trump without trying and trying to help that friend see the truth — that I had said that Donald Trump did not need votes, he needed help, and that reinforced what she had decided she needed to do.  She was prepared to vote for Hillary Clinton for president.  When the news came from James Comey that he was reopening a probe of Hillary Clinton’s emails, she started changing my mind again.  She had heard it repeated over and over by Donald Trump and his supporters that Hillary was a liar, and this probe reopening reinforced that in her mind.  When her Baptist minister and church leaders said, “Trump represents our values,” and when Franklin Graham called for the nation to vote for Donald Trump and said his father Billy Graham was supporting him, she felt she had to listen to the voices that had guided her all along; she voted for Trump.  She said it did not take her long to see the error she had made.  She asked forgiveness and I gave it.  Through the receiving of forgiveness by others and by me, she could forgive herself.  She said that she would never again put politics over religion, wrong over right, and I confirm that she never did.

She had love in her heart. That love was poured out on others throughout her life.  Love filled her heart her lifelong days.   It is well with her soul.

Second on the list is your sister-in-law.  You recognized early in your relationship with her that she was one who could be trusted.  She would listen to you, and she would take her concerns to me and ask for ways to help you.  She had a strong, lasting relationship with me.  You were concerned in later years that because of the church she attended having gone far right and having become political, she had gone too far right, also.  She did show some of her far-right tendencies, but her relationship with me helped her overcome those.  It is well with her soul.  And, to help her daughters, your nieces, I am adding that it is also well with the soul of their maternal grandmother.  When they read the blog, they will learn that I’ve already shown that it is well with the soul of your mother, their paternal grandmother, and the maternal grandmother of your children.

Third is the friend who fought against all odds to live as long as possible to help comfort her husband.  During this time, you shared some of my messages and wrapped her in a Blanket of My Love.  She took to heart the messages, she fought the good fight – with a smile and a positive attitude –, and, as she was nearing the time when she would be taking her last earthly breath, she whispered, “Jesus is with me.”  Those words of comfort were heard by her family and shared with others.  When you heard those words, tears of joy and thankfulness filled your eyes.  I do not need to tell you that it is well with her soul, you knew that when you heard that Jesus was there with her.  

You have lost two dear, dear friends within this year.  You shared the blog with both.  One of the two was faithful in reading it, letting you know when she had read each entry, and telling you how it had affected her.  She let it guide her to make some life changes.  It was a comfort to her as she faced the time she would be taking her last earthly breath.  She took comfort in your telling her that as long as you were alive, her son would not be alone – he would be part of your family.  You and _______(he called my husband by name) have shown that you meant what you said.  She requested that the John Wesley quote — do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, to all the people you can, as long as ever you can — be printed on the front of the program at her funeral.  She lived her life by following those guides having good, clean fun along the way.   It is well with her soul. 

The other dear friend also found comfort in knowing that I was with her – something that I had asked you to tell her early in her long, end-of-earthly-life journey. We had many long talks – you would say that she walked with me, and she talked with me, and I told her she was my own dear child.  You always knew her to have love for others in her heart.  I can report that she never lost that love for me and for others.  It is well with her soul.

Concerns about those who call themselves church, the most moral ones…

I know you have been concerned about those who call themselves church who have gone too far right.  Many are repeating the lies, the conspiracy theories that their chosen leader has spread.  They use some of the same hate-filled, wrath-filled words he and his followers have used. They have called the ones who don’t think like them or look like them ‘evil/the enemy within/enemy of the people’, again following the leader, albeit the wrong leader. They have witnessed the harm, even unto death, that the words and actions have caused, yet they continue to bow to these ways and to the leaders of these ways. Their church leaders have told them for whom they should vote, and they followed the directions. 

You have asked what you can do to help – especially for those who are neighbors, close friends, and family.  I have heard your pleas; I have wept for them just as you have wept.  You have helped me get my messages ready to present to the world.  Know that when people are reacting in positive ways to the messages, it could only have happened with your help.  I cannot promise that each one for whom you have prayed, and for whom we both have wept, will have a change of heart.  I cannot promise that all will turn their back on the darkness and turn toward the Light.  I can promise that each one who has a change of heart, seeks a relationship with me, and walks upward on the Lighted path will be on the way to receiving a promised forever heavenly homeSuggestion:  You can continue helping by making sure that each one about whom you have concerns is connected in some way to my messages – either via text, email, word of mouth, printed copies, etc.   Let them know that they will be making a forever-after decision when they accept or reject my messages.  Let them also know that I will never give up on them right up to the time their last earthly breath is drawn and let them know that you won’t give up on them either. Also let them know that if they heed the messages and change their hearts but they have leaders in church who refuse to change, they should find a church that is church as I want it to be.

Another gift I AM giving you through this letter is to let you know that the nurse who helped prepare you for cancer surgery at KU Med will receive these messages.  You and she found that you had/have many common concerns – concerns mentioned above.  You and she were concerned about the ones who call themselves the most moral being the ones causing the division, because they have allowed politics to color their religious beliefs with darkness.  The decisions made in that darkness have not been good decisions.  They have led them to the downward path, away from the Lighted path upward.  You told her to watch for a book about Reconciliation that would contain messages from God that if everyone would read and heed, reconciliation would take place and health of God’s people would be restored.  She has been watching and waiting, and she will shed tears of joy when the messages reach her. 

Concerns about voting for those who have shown they are unfit for service…

You are concerned about those who will vote for Trump.  You recognize that he violated his oath to ‘preserve, protect, and defend the Constitution.”  You recognize that he lies when the truth would serve him better.  You recognize his wrathful and revengeful ways – ways that he has used in the past and has promised to use in the future, especially harmful would these ways be if the power granted to the president were his.  You have recognized that he tried to claim an election victory that belonged to someone else, and he has indicated that he will try to claim a win by hook or by crook in the 2024 election. You know, as I know, that he has helpers who are prepared to help him win, doing whatever necessary. You recognize that he does not respect women, has no desire to help anyone but himself, does not have the physical, mental, emotional, or moral health needed by a leader.  You know that health care and public schools have been harmed.  You know that he blames others for the border crisis, but he has refused to help solve the problems and has separated children from parents.  You realize he has already packed the court system with those who are far-right. He is saying that he will surround himself with those who lean extreme far right. You know that he has shown disrespect for those who have served in the military – especially if they have been wounded.  You know that care of the earth is disregarded, care of health is disregarded – all done by those who are just concerned about satisfying their personal immediate needs with no thought to the future. 

You know these things and so should others…

You know these things and so should everyone know, but, unlike you and others who are listening to truths, they are closing their eyes and ears, their hearts are filled with hate, wrath, desire for retribution, envy, pride, greed, lust, indifference, gluttony, and/or sloth (yes, sloth – it is easier to give in to wrong than to fight for what is right).  I call these hearts, hearts of stone.  They are unyielding, stubborn, unrepentant hearts.  They are hearts that are anti-reconciliation. 

You know that his niece and nephew have sent out warning after warning about his mental state, his unfitness to serve.  You know that there are many from his former staff, including high ranking military leaders, who have issued warnings about his desire to rule instead of serving the people, his willingness to hand over the government to known enemies of the country in exchange for personal favors, his dislike of those who have been wounded while serving our country and calling those killed suckers and losers, his fascist-like inclinations, his mental decline, his threat to democracy, to divide instead of unite, refuses to accept defeat, calls fellow Americans ‘the enemy within’, instills fear.   You know that many Republicans have called him unhinged, unfit for public office, divisive, filled with grievances and ready for retribution, causes chaos, has caused loss of many lives, seeks to dismantle government agencies, consorts with known enemies of the country and turns his back on allies of the country, is disrespectful of others – especially women, minorities, and immigrants.  They have called him other things – things like what my child Donald has called others.  These are descriptors I never want to hear.

The country is divided between the extreme far right who are willing to fight to the death to gain their way and the ones willing to compromise for the good of all. One side has tuned out voices of truth, choosing instead to listen to the voices of lies and conspiracy theories.  The other side gives credence to the voices of truth and uses truths to help them make wise decisions. One side uses fear tactics, lies, and makes promises most of which they do not mean to keep and make promises they do mean to keep that, if achieved, would take the country backwards.  On one side, wrinkled frowns are seen on faces. The other side offers a future of promise and hope.  Joy is seen in their faces. 

Please know that I am the one who can provide moisture that will wipe away the wrinkled frowns.  The needed moisture I provide is the ‘water of life’.  The way to receive it is to establish a relationship with me.  I have been knocking, but you have failed to answer.  For the ones with joy on their faces, continue following the ways of my SON, keep listening to truths, show love to others, thus you are showing love for me, and I will help you walk on the Lighted path that will lead you to joy forever.   

Trump does not need votes, he needs help.

Early in 2016, I told you that my child Donald Trump does not need votes, he needs help.  I have repeated this to you through the years.  I have given you dreams that tell what a Donald Trump presidency looked like and dreams that tell you what he envisions for the future.  You want to help, so I am asking you to relay those dreams, in your own words and showing the progression from pre-Trump presidency to present, as a way of helping show to the world what their past has been and what their future would be if the far right gains control.  It comes with the reminder that it was the far-right and the Pharisees who were the enemies of Jesus and his ways – like Son, like Father, the far right and Pharisee-likes are our enemies today.

Following God’s directions…

God wanted the telling of dreams given to me, the disciple servant, that show what has caused much of the darkness and foreshadows what is to come unless necessary changes are made. Since these dreams came when I had taken to God in prayer my concerns, I took them as an answer to my prayers.  Now that God has asked me to reveal the dreams, I know they were an answer to prayers.  I am grateful to God for allowing me to help spread his messages – in ways that I never expected.

These dreams began in 2016 – between the Republican Convention and the 2016 election. They were simple at first then evolved into dreams with great detail.

In 2016, I dreamed of Trump, dressed in robes of royalty, carrying a scepter high in the air as he directed those following him forward.  The dress of ones behind him showed they were ordinary people, such as farmers, laborers, line workers, teachers, nurses, truckers, restaurant workers, retail clerks, etc. – all had white skin, all seemed happy to be following him.  Trump led them to an abyss — appearing to be leading the way over — before stepping aside, never meaning to go over himself.  From the sideline, he continued to wave his scepter.   His followers continued marching toward the abyss, and into the abyss, falling to their deaths.

With each dream after that, the number of people following him grew and grew.    By election time, there seemed to be no end to the people following him.  Not knowing their fate, all seemed happy to be following him, and Trump seemed to be enjoying himself immensely, though he knew he was responsible for the death of these followers – it had happened before his very eyes.

After the election, there were some subtle changes in the dream.  There were still many people following him, but some were trying to break away only to be pushed along by the crowd. He had learned that crowd frenzy can help achieve his goals, thus, he kept leading people to their deaths.

By early morning, Memorial Day Sunday, May 24, 2020, I had what still seemed to me a strange experience.  I was asleep but trying to wake up from a bad dream.  It was a dream that I had had several times before of President Trump, dressed in attire of royalty, leading throngs of people to the edge of a dark abyss only to step aside himself while waving the people on over into the darkness.  In this dream, there were people trying to break away from the crowd yelling, “I don’t want to follow that leader. Please let me go.”  No attention was paid to them, and they were eventually pushed over the cliff by those willing to follow Trump to the end. Some who escaped were rounded up by ones who were heavily armed and forced over into the darkness. 

There was a party-like atmosphere with Trump loudly saying, “Beautiful.  This is a sight to behold.  They love me.  They are willing to give their lives for me.  Beautiful.” 

The dreams that soon followed that May 24, 2020, dream saw more changes. One change was Melania Trump standing beside her husband wearing a jacket in pale gold with bright gold letters that read, “I really don’t care, do you?” 

Next, I noticed a tall, tall wall stretching as far as the eye could see in all directions — it could be seen to the west, and as far as the eye could see from the east — right up to the edge of the abyss was the wall.  There was a large heavy metal door that connected the two parts of the wall when closed.  It was open for the purpose of providing access to the abyss.  

Then, I noticed grandstands with soft, comfortable seats on either side of the multitudes.  On Trump’s side, seated in the grandstands nearest him in their finest attire were Ivanka and Jared Kushner,  Vice President Mike Pence, Mrs. Pence, Mitch McConnell, the cabinet secretaries, William Barr, Sean Hannity, Rush Limbaugh–wearing his Medal of Freedom, Michael Flynn, Steve Bannon, Roger Stone, pardoned former Arizona sheriff Joe Arpaio, Lindsey Graham, Jim Jordan, Roy Blunt, Devin Nunes, and a group who appeared to be Evangelical leaders with Jerry Falwell, Jr., Mike Huckabee, and Franklin Graham in the forefront. Even though I was dreaming, it struck me as strange that these people sat silently and watched as thousands of people marched to their deaths.  Why?  Why? I wondered.  I also wondered why the people marching willingly to their deaths wouldn’t do whatever they could to try to prevent their deaths. Why?  Why?

NOTE:  While I was recording the above, God reminded me that the Whys were also what I was asking and wondering when people were dying because they had listened to political and religious leaders telling them not to get Covid vaccinations or take any of the other safety measures.  They believed the lies and conspiracy theories being spread about the vaccines at the same time they were believing the suggested harmful alternatives.  Many of the same ones named above were among those who sat silently by and watched thousands die – marching willingly toward death until they realized too late the error of their ways.  God reminded me of friends, relatives, acquaintances, and legislators – whom I had contacted, to no avail, to ask them to quit believing and quit spreading lies and conspiracy theories –who were among those who believed the untruths and realized the error of their ways too late.  He reminded me of children who died or got very sick because their parents believed the lies spread about vaccines.  I was reminded of the thousands upon thousands of children who lost a parent, or in many cases, lost both parents to Covid.  He also reminded me that many front-line workers – doctors, nurses, EMTs, fire and police personnel, teachers, etc. and the elderly and the high risk – who were vaccinated but who were exposed to COVID, got it, and were very sick or, in some cases, died.  Through it all, the lies and conspiracy continued to be spread and ones who could and should have done something to help chose to sit, watch, and remain silent as the sickness and death numbers reached into the hundreds of thousands and kept going up by leaps and bounds.  God said the ones spreading the lies and the ones watching and saying nothing have blood on their hands.  He reminds us of the Scripture – Numbers 35: 33 — that charges us not to pollute the land and states that blood pollutes the land.  He also reminds us that he calls us to be stewards of the earth and all that inhabit the earth.  God then said that those who are ignoring care of the earth today  — those who sit idly by and watch the destruction caused by the hurricanes, tornadoes, wildfires while taking no action to help in their prevention nor no action to help with clean–ups after them, those who tear down rather than build up, those who heap harm upon the ones helping – also have blood on their hands.

After God’s reminders, I continued relating my dreams…

On the same side and slightly to the back of those bleachers was another set of bleachers. Seated were the Supreme Court Justices.  The Conservative Justices were all wearing blinders and ear plugs.  Above and within their sight that they could have seen, had they not been wearing blinders, was a flashing sign with the word JUSTICE. The remaining justices had their hands tied with rope and their mouths taped with heavy silver tape.  Chief Justice John Roberts was trying his best to remove the blinders and ear plugs from the justices to his right at the same time he was trying to tear the ropes and tape from the hands and mouths of the justices to his left.  It was apparent that he was frustrated, concerned and sad all at the same time.  His brow was furrowed, his face was red, and there were tears in his eyes.

To the side of those grandstands were bleachers on a large platform with glass sides.  This cart-like apparatus was on wheels.  There were individual seats.  Above each seat was a noose. In the designated seats bound and gagged were Joe Biden (seat marked Sleepy, Low-Energy Joe), his son Hunter (seat marked Where’s Hunter), Bill Clinton (seat marked Cheatin’ Bill), Hillary Clinton (seat marked Crooked, Lyin’ Hillary), Obama (seat marked Greatest Failure), Michelle Obama (Never Equal to Melania in any way), Nancy Pelosi (Crazy, Nervous Nancy), Bernie Sanders (Crazy Commie), Adam Schiff (Shifty Schiff), Chuck Schumer (Cryin’ Cheater), Elizabeth Warren (Pocahontas), Joe Scarborough (Murdering Psycho Joe), and a host of others with marked seats and nooses above them including Jeff Flake, Mitt Romney, George W. Bush, John Kasich, Jeb Bush, Comey, Mueller, Jeff Sessions, all Democratic congressmen, governors, the media anchors, analysts, and correspondents from outlets that Trump called Fake News, attorneys who had crossed him in any way, Judges thought to be Obama judges, George Conway, Jeff Bezos, journalists from The New York Times, The Washington Post and all others Trump considered ‘Enemies of the People’, all the accusers who had ever testified against Trump, all who had ever dared cross Trump, scientists who spoke contrary to his arguments against climate change or coronavirus, celebrities who spoke out against him, some surprising Republicans who didn’t give him their full support, and others – far too many to recognize or name.

Behind all, as though an afterthought, was a much smaller bleacher where the rest of Trump’s family was seated.  (Note:  Barron Trump, thankfully, was not present.  Hopefully, this was a sign that Melania did care for her son if not for anyone else.)

On the far side of the throngs of people going over into the dark abyss was another set of grandstands, these grandest of all.  It was filled with men all dressed in silk business suits, silk shirts, and silk ties.

Standing guard over all was a large gathering of men, with a few women scattered about, all heavily armed with assault rifles and ammo magazines strapped across their chests, and carrying pistols, knives, and other weapons. 

I noticed in sharp contrast to the finery of the ones in the grandstands, the clothing of the ones going over into the abyss, many of their free will, but most being forced over, were the clothes of very ordinary people – teachers, factory and construction workers, ones in airlines, military, postal, police and fire uniforms, coal miners, farmers, carpenters, health workers, and some who had white collars of ministers.  Also, in contrast to many white ones in the grandstands and to the ones heavily armed, there were people of all colors — a few going peacefully, most being pushed into the abyss. 

Everything spoken could be heard by all, except the ones with ear plugs.  There was no need to be polite and wait one’s turn to speak, for everything could be heard. 

From the ones to Trump’s side could be heard, “Oh, what a beautiful wall Trump has built.  It goes across the southern border from sea to sea, across the western border, across the northern border from sea to sea, across the eastern border – all walls are connected.  No one can get in or out without Trump’s permission. It will keep the oceans on the outside of the wall so that the rising sea levels won’t be a bother.  We will be in control of our own lives, our own destinies.  We will live in the lap of luxury.  Everything we touch will turn to gold. ” 

“As soon as we get rid of these thieves, liars, traitors, rapists, terrorists, murderers – all who have been doing the devil’s work – there will be no one to stand in the way.  Trump will be emperor.  See, he’s already dressed in the clothes of royalty.”

“No doubt, God had this plan all along when He arranged it so that Trump would be elected president.”

From the far side where some of the businessmen and billionaires sat, the conversation was, “The economy will be the best it has ever been.  Trump is the greatest.  We have everything we need to be independent of every other country.  Everything will be made in the good old USA.“ 

 One lone voice of reason kept asking, “But who will do the work?  All the workers are gone.  Who will teach our children?  All the teachers are gone.  Where will our food come from?  There are no farmers or farm workers left.  How will we communicate?  Who will take care of us when we are sick?  Who will build the mansions and make the furniture to furnish them?  Who will put out fires or come to our rescue in stormy times?  There is no one left to fly or service the airplanes, to drive the trucks, buses. trains. Our highways will be impassable soon because there are no construction workers. This voice was drowned out by the other louder voices.

Over the abyss hanging in the air with no support was the cross with Jesus hanging on it.  Tears were streaming down His face.  He was looking upward, and saying over and over, “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they are doing.  Father, forgive them, for they know not what they are doing.”

Tears fell from Heaven like rain.

After a while, in a voice that was only heard by those who had told the truth and tried to help their fellow man came this, “Today you will be with me in paradise.”

And to the others, “Inasmuch as you have done this to the least of these, you have done it unto me.”     

I have had several similar dreams since the one above from May 2020, with a few notable additions.  In those dreams, Melania is dressed in the finest dress of royalty as are Ivanka and Jared Kushner.  The rest of the family has been placed even further back as though relegated to onlookers who are hopeful for a glimpse of attention. 

There were additions to the glass container on wheels, including Mike Pence, Dr. Fauci, James Mattis, Anthony Scaramucci, Rex Tillerson, General Kelly, Mark Esper, General Milley, H. R. McMaster, John Bolton, Stephanie Grisham, Michael Cohen, Ty Cobb, Cassidy Hutchinson and on and on.  There are changes to those seated in the bleachers near Trump. Rush Limbaugh, Mike Pence and his wife are gone and some are added, among them are Sarah Huckabee Sanders and Tucker Carlson.

On the far side of the abyss, in the fine bleachers prepared for them, sat foreign dignitaries –ones Trump had praised and held up as honorable and good when in truth they were the opposite.  Putin, Kim Jong-un, Mohammed bin Salman, Xi were front and center. From this group could be heard, “Once again, Trump is helping us. He’s doing our work for us. When he gets rid of all the ones who are loyal to him now but who will eventually receive his ire, all who have been against him, and all in between, the country will be so weakened that he will have no one to fight us.  We can easily take control.  No longer will there be a United States of America.  No longer will there be the self-appointed royal family.”  There was much laughter and gleefulness among them, until they realized what they were saying and thinking. The talk and laughter ceased. They began to eye each other with suspicion.  Speech balloons began popping up above their heads with thoughts such as, “Who of us will be leader of the new world order?”  “I don’t trust these others, but how do I get rid of them?”  Then from above came a voice saying, “When plots are made in the darkness, there will be no good end.” 

In more recent dreams, there has been a dark, dark cloud over and encircling Donald Trump’s head.  As he laughs and encourages others over, the cloud gets darker and larger.

The tears of Jesus hanging on the cross are falling faster.  He is saying more often, “Today you will be with me in paradise,” to the ones being pushed over the cliff.  God’s voice continues to say, “When plots are made in darkness, there will be no good end.”

To this, God repeats, “When plots are made in darkness, there will be no good end,” to which he adds, “Wake up, America!  Reconcile!  Hear this, ‘Just as the sun is necessary for physical health, the SON is necessary for spiritual health.  There would be no earthly life without the sun.  There will be no Heavenly life without the SON.  Your walls built by hate, wrath, greed, lust, gluttony, pride, desire for retribution, indifference, gluttony, sloth are blocking the light of the sun and blocking the Light of the SON. 

On 2/7/22 God gave me the following.  It was the ending to all the dreams I had had to that date.  It provided closure on the dreams and a guide for the future. You might say it was the Omega followed by the Alpha – the ending that leads to new beginnings.  Its message is meant for all of us.. It follows:

The self-appointed emperor of America, upon hearing the plotting against him from the other dictators –one of whom had written him ‘love letters’—his thinking that they would support him in the takeover of America, if not the whole world, evolved into the realization that the evil one to whom he had been listening could not save him and would lead him further downward into the darkness if he continued following evil’s ways.  

Upon feeling the beginnings of rejection and doubt, the dark red cloud that had been surrounding him began to reveal itself as Satan.  Satan, knowing he has lost control, begins to melt into the ground to seek shelter in the underworld.

Trump is in a dilemma.  He has gone from feeling victorious to feeling forsaken and beaten in a matter of a few minutes.  He wonders how to move forward, asking aloud, “What am I to do?”  Those around him, whose future had been based on support of this one who now seemed broken and lost, looked broken, lost, and confused themselves.  It was becoming clear to them that they had been following a false leader – an emperor with no clothes they had heard him called by some — and now they knew what that meant.   They also knew that their decisions had led them into this situation that now seemed hopeless.

Suddenly, the justices to the left of Justice John Roberts, who had been bound and gagged before, were simultaneously freed.  They stood in wonder and awe.  The blinders had come off the eyes and the ear plugs had been removed from the ears of the Supreme Court justices to the right of Chief Justice John Roberts.  With their sight restored, they could see the sign above their heads flashing the word, JUSTICE. With the ear plugs also removed, they could hear the rejoicing and the shouts of, ‘Praise be to the Lord on High,’ of the ones who had once been captive and the moanings of agony of the ones who had been following evil’s ways. 

 A voice from Heaven was heard speaking to the one once thought to be emperor, “You want to be thought of as a winner.  You take credit for wins, even wins that are not yours to claim.  You are willing to do anything as you attempt to turn losses into wins.  Hear this:  God’s team is going to be the winning team.  Right now, you are not on that team.  Let me repeat:  God’s team of good and Light is going to win over the team of evil and darkness.  You and all who wish to be on the winning team need to begin right now preparing to be a team player.  You have a lot of clean-ups, a lot of practice, in other words, you have a lot of hard work ahead of you before you will be given a place on the team.  It will be worth the effort because if you do it right, put in the practice and hard work, you will find yourself a part of a winning team called ‘God’s Team’.” 

God then spoke by all present, saying, “My dear children, I’ve a story to tell the nations, a story of peace and light, a story that will turn darkness to the brightness of a noonday, a story of mercy, truth, and light.  It is a story of how to turn hearts to right so that evil’s weapons will be shattered.  Most of all it is a story of my love.  Love so strong that it will conquer all.

To read and heed the messages relayed in this story will lead you to an eternal future of Light.  To reject my messages will cause you to remain in an eternal darkness from which there is no escape.  I am calling you with softness and tenderness to accept my gift of saving grace.  You are on notice.  You have been told.  The choice of the direction you will go is yours to make.”

Jesus, no longer nailed to the cross, appears with arms spread wide and looks into the faces of all before him saying, “Fear not.  Make haste in accepting the gift offered by Our Heavenly Father.  As for me, I am going now to help our Father who art in Heaven prepare the place for each of you who choose to be on God’s team.  Hallowed be His name.  His will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. Amen.”

As Jesus disappeared upward, a chorus of heavenly hosts sang, “Glory to the God in the Highest and on earth. the one who says, “‘Reconcile, so that God’s wish for peace, goodwill among all peoples shall be fulfilled.  Amen, Amen, Amen.”

So ends my dream revelations.  God continues my letter.

A Great Awakening…

It is by a Great Awakening that the LIGHT will go forth.  A Great Awakening will cause restoration of the mental, emotional, physical, financial, and spiritual health of my childrenMy children will return to church; thus, church will not fail. Church will become what I mean it to be – inclusive, all are invited to the Table, the ways of Jesus are taught and practiced, compassionate service is encouraged, reconciliation of differences is common practice, justice for all is sought, ways are found to feed the hungry, give water to the thirsty, visit the lonely, care for the sick, and go into all the world and make other disciples.  These who call themselves disciples know that relationships are important, especially a relationship with God.  There is a cooperation among churches and faith communities to accomplish worthwhile goals.

The mission for the church is to Love God.  Love others as you love self.  Wish for others what you wish for self.  Do justly, love mercy, walk humbly with God.  Love and nurture one another, encourage one another, work together being my hands, feet, and voice in the world, spreading the messages of love, reconciliation, and salvation far and wide. Praise and glorify your Father which art in Heaven.  Let the SON shine through in all you say and all you do. 

You, my disciple messenger, have been given the key to the Pearly Gates.  I am giving you the honor of sharing it now, in your own words.

Again, as is always my practice, I followed God’s directions:

The Key to the Pearly Gates…

It was early morning of October 18, 2024, I was awake listening to God tell me things to be included in the wrap-up of the blog.  Most of the things mentioned had already been mentioned to me in bits and pieces and were ‘in waiting’ for God’s time when they would be used, however, I heard, “the key to the Pearly Gates,” which I had never heard mentioned before as a topic for the blog.  Since God, during this prayer session, was giving me things to be used in the wrap-up, I knew that somehow, some way God had a plan for its use. 

Later, when I was working at the computer on things God had given me, I started thinking about the Pearly Gate.  The only connector I had was remembering it was mentioned by John in Revelation when he was describing Heaven.  I searched and found the description in Revelations 21: 21.   John described 12 gates, but God only indicated one key was needed.  One key for many gates was resulting in conflicting thoughts running through my mind.

God did not let the confusion linger, he said, “Love is the key to unlocking the gates to heaven.  If you fill your heart with love – love for me, love for all others, and love for self — then your earthly words and actions will be guided by the love in your heart.  Love unlocks the gate to heaven.  ‘All you need is love’ is the name of a song.  It says that with love there is no limit to what you can do.  Let love, love, love guide you.”

God had me at ‘Love is the key’ and he knew it.  However, he knew a little more would be needed for others to ‘get it’, so, he continued, “I have told you to act with a Christian heart, speak with a Christian heart, vote with a Christian heart.  Now I am telling you to reconcile to the fact that you need a heart filled with love, one that will follow the ways taught by my SON.  Jesus had a heart filled with love.  Love flowed from his heart and guided his words and actions,” he said, then added, “A song that will guide you is ‘Turn your eyes upon Jesus” (song by Helen Howarth Lemmel via Hymnary.org) that tells you to look full in his wonderful face, listen to, and believe his promises that will lead you to salvation.  Jesus is love, I am love – like son, like Father, like Father, like son – we promise, and we keep our promises.  I am promising you now that the key needed to allow passage through the Pearly Gates to begin your forever after walk on Heaven’s streets of gold is LOVE.” 

He followed the above by wrapping his message in love – just as all his messages are love wrapped, “I AM your Father in Heaven.  I love you – and, in case you haven’t realized it before, by you I mean everyone, yes, you, and you, and you, and you, and on and on and on –with a love that is beyond human understanding.  It is a love that will not let you go.  I want to save your soul and will if you fill your heart to overflowing with love for me, for all others, and self.  All you need is love.  Wake up, America – again that’s you, and you, and you – and Reconcile!  Sooner rather than later would be best, because you never know when ‘too late’ is going to happen.  You never know when you are going to take your last earthly breath, so, Wake up now!  Reconcile!  Let the wake-up call lead to a Great Awakening!  A Great Awakening is part of my plan to save souls.  Wake up, America!  Reconcile!

Thank you, again, my dear child for being the disciple messenger I need you to be.  It is through you that my messages will be given to the world.  It is through you that all will realize that I use all kinds of people to spread my word.  You will let them know that age is not a factor, being a woman is not a factor. The key to being chosen as a messenger is having a heart filled with love for me and love for others as self.  You have that kind of heart.  I have a heart of love.  My messages are not to cause harm to anyone.  How could they be when I have love for every one of my children?  How could they be when I am on a soul saving mission?  How could they be when I have chosen a disciple messenger with love for all in her heart?  

You have delivered all my messages wrapped in a Father’s Love.  I thank you for your service and call you to carry on with faith, hope, and love knowing that the greatest of these is love.

In Loving Gratitude,

Your Father in Heaven

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